By Rabbi Dovid Schwartz-zt”l
How does Jewish sin differ from sin in general?
I have recorded a homiletic interpretation â€¦ of R. Moshe Hadarshan â€¦ And have them take for you:Â â€¦ just as they took off their own golden earrings for the calf, so shall they bring this [cow] from their own [assets] in penance. A red cow:Â This is comparable to the baby of a maidservant who soiled the kingâ€™s palace [with fecal matter]. They said, â€œLet his mother come and clean up the mess.â€ Similarly, let the cow come and atone for the calf.] â€¦ [Midrash Aggadah and Tanchuma Chukath 8]
A Kohen who converted to an idolatrous religion should not â€œraise his palmsâ€ in the priestly blessing. Others say that if he repented then he may perform the priestly blessing.
–Shulchan Aruch Orach Chaim 128:37
But if he actually worshipped an idol, even if he was forced to do so and even if he subsequently repented, he may not perform the priestly blessing.
–Beâ€™er Heitev ibid footnote 63
Approach the altar:Â [The salient corners of the altar reminded Ahron of the juvenile horn-buds of the Calf] because Ahron was embarrassed and frightened of approaching [the altar] Moshe said to him: â€œWhy are you ashamed? You have been chosen for this [role]!â€
– Torath Kohanim on VaYikra 9:7
Fire came forth from before HaShem and consumed them [Nadav and Avihu], such that they died before HaShem. Then Moshe said to Ahron, “This is precisely what HaShem meant, [when He said], ‘I will be sanctified through those near to Me (Shemos 29:43) â€¦ â€œ
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HaShem brings forth the priceless from the worthless, He allows the permissible from the prohibited, He produces the pure from the impure.
Piyut-â€œYotzrosâ€ for Parshas Parah
The mei chatas-the waters whose main ingredient were the ashes produced from immolating the carcass of the Parah Adumah-the Red Heifer, are the only means to gain purity after contracting impurity through contact with the dead- tumaâ€™as meis. A person who has become tamei meis may not consume the korban Pesach-the Passover sacrifice. (Or, for that matter, any consumable sacrifices.) When the Bais HaMikdash-the Temple in Jerusalem, stood those who were tmeâ€™ei meis would undergo the mei chatas purification process required to enable them to offer their korban Pesach.Â Nowadays, as the Bais HaMikdash lies in ruins, the four special parshiyos/ maftir readings that precede Pesach are all meant as a preparation for the holiday.Â So we can easily understand that it is apropos to read Parshas Parah at this time of the year.
However, during each of the shalosh regalim-pilgrimage holidays, multiple offerings had to be sacrificed and consumed in a state of ritual purity. Â This being the case, the Biskovitzer asks: Why is the reading of Parshas Parah limited to pre-Pesach preparation?Â Logically, we ought to be reading it before Shavous and Sukkos as well. The insights that he and other members of the Izhbitzer school provide by way of answering this question reveal a profound and deep-seated difference between Jewish sin, and sin in general.
In Torah literature the Parah Adumah is known as THE Chukas haTorah, THE (most) irrational mitzvah of the Torah (preceded with the definite article.)Â In a broad sense the entire body of Torah law covering the rules of purity and impurity contains only chukim-irrational mitzvos.Â After all, the states of ritual purity or impurity rise above sensory perception. Â We can neither see taharah-purity nor smell tumah-impurity.Â Similarly, there seems to be no rhyme or reason when trying to connect the dots between cause and effect in either tumah or taharah or in endeavoring to understand their various levels.Â But what makes the Parah Adumah a category of chok unto itself is the conundrum of it being a factor causing both tumah and taharah.Â Those who prepare and handle it contract a low level of tumahÂ while those who were sprayed with the mei chataas regain a state of purity after being in the thrall of the most powerful and fundamental form of tumah.
Tumah is identified with sin while having attained atonement and rapprochement is associated with taharah.Â As such, the conflicted nature of the Parah Adumah serves as a metaphor for the convergence of sin and repentance; of merit and the demerits; of kilkul-spiritual ruination, and tikkun– itâ€™s repair and restoration. The Parah Adumah itself is seen as atoning for the greatest of all sins; the Golden Calf.Â It is the mother that comes to clean up the mess that her baby left in the king’s palace.
While the Calf is the â€œchildâ€ and the Red Heifer the â€œparentâ€ oddly enough, in this case, it is the child that gives birth to the parent.Â Absent the Golden Calf there would never have been a Red Heifer. The Biskovitzer maintains that the message of the Parah Adumah is that Jewish sins even the most catastrophic an egregious of Jewish sins; are not all bad.Â A weed cannot produce a tasty apple.Â If we were to see a delicious apple hanging from a noxious weed we would be forced to conclude that there’s more to this weed than meets the eye.Â While it may look and smell like a weed, it must contain some genetic material capable of producing such delicious and nourishing fruit.
If ever there was a sin, a metaphysical weed that looked “all bad” it was the Golden Calf.Â Yet when considered on a deeper level it was motivated by something virtuous. Kâ€™lal Yisrael, the Jewish People wanted (a) god to lead them.Â Ultimately HaShem agreed to this and said â€œand they should make a sanctuary for me and I will cause my Divine Indwelling to be among them.â€ (Shemos 25:8) And when they besieged Ahron to become their agent to serve/ worship and to build the altar this too remained as a permanent fixture in the Divine service of HaShem, as Ahron became the Kohen Gadol.
Rav Tzadok, the Lubliner Kohen, when listing many examples of spiritual/metaphysical darkness that are the necessary prerequisites to the light that follows, goes so far as to say that the sin of the Golden Calf was the primary cause of the construction of the Mishkan and that the sin of Nadav and Avihu was the primary cause of the Mishkanâ€™s holiness.Â Still, the Lubliner Kohen pointedly reminds us that, while the light is contained in the darkness and that spiritual purity and sanctity are present in potentia in every Jewish sin, that sin nevertheless remains, well, sinful â€¦ and something to be ashamed of. (cp Taanis 11A Tosafos Dâ€H Amar Shmuel). Otherwise, why would it be prohibited to remind those Baâ€™alei Teshuvah-masters of repentance, who were motivated to repent by the love of HaShem, of their earlier misdeeds?Â While we know that repentance motivated by such love has the power to transform premeditated, and even malicious, sins into zechuyos, merits/ mitzvos, there is nonetheless something untoward and unseemly about the original acts which still appear as sins in the historical record.
This explains Ahronâ€™s reticence and sense of shame and apprehension when he first approached the altar to do the Divine service.Â Ahron had done absolutely nothing and exerted no efforts to attain the Office of Kohen Gadol.Â On the contrary, his culpability in the sin of the Golden Calf would have seemed to torpedo any chances that he had to serve in the Mishkan.Â The halachah states that a Kohen who worshipped idols is disqualified from serving again as a Kohen to HaShem, even after returning to the fold and repenting. How much more so for the â€œenablerâ€ of this foulest idolatry of the Jewish People? It was only his profound sense of shame over his involvement in the sin of the Golden Calf and his feelings of unbridgeable distance and alienation from HaShem that, paradoxically, brought him closer to HaShem than anyone else. To paraphrase the paytan-liturgical poet, of the Parshas Parah yotzer vis-Ã -vis Ahron; Â HaShem brought forth the premier servant from the most mutinous rebel.
The Biskovitzer concludes that while ritual purification from contact with the dead is required in order to consume any of the korbanos we read Parshas Parah before Pesach because they convey the identical message.Â During the Exodus from Egypt the ministering angels â€œchallengedâ€ HaShemâ€™s salvation of the Jews and simultaneous destruction of the Egyptians by saying; â€œthese and those are both idolaters.â€Â Yet, during the night of the slaying of the firstborn, HaShem â€œpassed over.â€ He, kivyachol-as it were, leapfrogged from one Egyptian occupied home to the other while leaving the Jews occupying the homes in the middle, unscathed. Â On a level so profound, deep and imperceivable that even the angels could not grasp it, there was, indeed, a difference between Jewish idolatry, and the concomitant descent into the 49 gates of impurity, and the idolatry of the Egyptians.Â While both Egyptians and Jews worshipped idols, the Jews had suffered terribly for kâ€™vod Shamayim-for god’s greater Glory.Â Jewish idolatry was not all bad, somehow the purity and sanctity of Mattan Torah-the revelation at Sinai inhered in the degradation, defilement and, yes, even in the idolatry of the Jewish slavery experience in Egypt.
This post isÂ An installment in the series of adaptations
From the Waters of the Shiloah: Plumbing the Depths of the Izhbitzer School
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